I guess I'll be honest, I could use you around.

At the rate your growing on me, I'll be head over heels in no time.

This past weekend was the best. I needed it and it was good to me.

I love the nights I get to spend with you and the mornings that follow. The comfort of your company and the warmth from your kiss. It's exactly what I need at the end of a hectic week. You know I'm a fickle mind and a hesitant heart, but here you are, waiting patiently. You make me want to stay and I'm fighting ever doubting thought I have. I need to find a constant.

I could say by Lily Allen

I could say that I'll always be here for you,
but that would be a lie and quite a pointless thing to do.
I could say that I'll always have feelings for you,
but I've got a life ahead of me and I'm only 22.

Vlogger Problems.

My main issue right now is finding time to put this Vlog together.
A lot of this Vlog has something to do with a way for my distant family to keep up with my life.

Also to show how slightly mental my friends are.

I have at least 3 months worth of videos that I need to put in my vlog, but with the way I want it setup makes it kind of hard for me to do... I'll figure it out at some point.

Meanwhile, I've been writing a good bit. Once I find time to type it all out and post it on here I will. I need a vacation from work. That would be amazing and I would be able to catch up on so much. Just please stay patient with me. I'm trying to update this thing as much as possible.

Song of the week

Captivating Me - States

You're really getting into my head now and I can see
That you're taking over and, oh, you're captivating me.

April 16 - April 22

My Schedule this week.

Monday, April 16 - Work @ 10:30 / Babysit Natalie at 3:30
Tuesday, April 17 -Work @ 10:30 / Off
Wednesday, April 18 - Work @ 10:30 / Work @ 5:00
Thursday, April 19 - Work @ 10:30 / Work @ 5:00
Friday, April 20 - Work @10:30 / Work @ 4:00
Saturday, April 21 - Off / Work @ 4:00
Sunday, April 22 - Work @ 10:30 / Off

Almost similar to my schedule last week. So I apologize for not blogging as much as I said I would. I've posted on my Tumblr a good bit. You could always keep up with me on that as well.

I think I'm mainly going to use this blog for my writing and what not. Taking my thoughts and finding some way to put them in writing. In some sort of creative and beautiful fashion, that is.

I don't even really care if people read this. It's mainly to keep me from going insane.
If I haven't already.

I read into things. #2

Dear self, get over it.

At random times, I still can't help but think that you should have been mine. It's only when other people bring you up to me.

The other night didn't help with that at all... Why do you have to randomly come out of the blue and ruin things for me? Just go away. You want me to so badly be out of your life completely, then let me go. I'm trying so hard to leave you behind, but you won't let go of your grasp on me.

I don't want to think about you anymore.

I read into things. #1

www.ireadintothings.tumblr.com or www.gloryszabo.com

If you haven't heard of this website, you should probably check it out. Her writing is amazing and I'm pretty sure that she writes about my life half the time.
I'm going to start sharing some of her writing on here for y'all. Probably post one song a week that I've been listening to repeatedly. I'm not sure. Something to brighten this blog up. Not focus it mostly on my love life. Well, I'll try anyways. I'll probably post the videos my friends and I have been recording once I get them edited. Have to find time for that first.

And at some point, I will connect this with my Tumblr, Twitter, and Instagram. Probably when I hit around 20 or 30 post. I don't know. I guess we'll just see.