Tomorrow is Christmas Eve.

When did you get here you sneaky mother fu....

High Hopes.

I can talk to you about anything.

And I am so in love with this feeling.

It's got to be you.

i hate you.

i can't help but just feel it.
yet, at the same time, i just want to talk to you.

what the hell is this? what the hell did you do to me?
it was one day. it shouldn't have meant anything.
and you're gone. you're across the country.

i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.
i want you. i miss you.
i hate you.

Secondhand

Secondhand by Cassadee Pope

Every time you show up here again
Hands in your pocket, heart on your sleeve
Tell me all about what you need
Lean in close, but I'll take what I can get

Breathe you in, breathe you in like my first cigarette
Breathe you out, breathe you out, turning off the regret
Don't worry, baby, 'cause it's all my fault
I'll take the part that she doesn't want

Fox & Hound.

So I start a new part-time job tomorrow at Fox & Hound. :)
I'm pretty excited about it! I get to work with one of my good friends again before she moves to Texas to go live with her new beau. I'm going to miss her!

I've been on an Ed Sheeran kick lately. I just can't stop listening to his music. I love his voice.

Not much has been happening lately. Just a lot of School and Work going on. Hopefully I'll be able to start my Vlog back up again. I miss doing it. I think I'll be able to go to Boston sooner than I thought. With the new job I'm starting, I should be getting a lot more income. I'm very excited about that. I miss Chris and I can't wait to see him again.

People suck.

Yep, that's about it for today...

You're just a habit that I can't shake.

I'm never going to quit you.

I've tried. I've tried going without talking to you for as long as I can. I made it a week.
I'm just glad you messaged me first.

I hate going a week, let alone a day without talking to you.

You make me happy and I'm not going to deny myself that simple pleasure.